Jan. 14th, 2006
Ever had one of those days?
Jan. 14th, 2006 11:26 pmI don't know what's wrong with me. The last week or two, it seems, everyone else has been blue. They've all been posting about bad days and migraines and bosses from hell. I, on the other hand, was having a run of pretty good days, for me anyway. Now there seems to be some reverse action going on. Everyone else is cheering up and having great times, and I'm so happy for you all, I really am. But my life seems to be taking it's turn in the shitter. And I don't even know why. I'm sitting here, right this minute, reading over everyone's posts on my flist and I'm loving that you all are having good days and I would love to comment and start up conversations. But, for some reason unknown to me, my brain is screaming, yes screaming, at me to just shut up.
I literally burst into tears a few minutes ago because I couldn't find a bookmark for a fic I wanted to check out. It was right there in my faves list, but my brain just wouldn't cooperate enough for me to even attempt to search through folders. I'm seriously considering therapy for my severe mood swings. But, with my luck, I'd wind up with a nifty new jacket that fastens in the back.
Enough whining, I'm making myself leak again.
In order to give my brain something else to focus on, I'm going to turn the Top Five meme around on it's heels. I want everyone on my flist, if anyone actually reads my meandering tales of nothingness, to give me your top five favorite things about life.
Who knows, maybe it'll inspire me to give a damn about my own.
( Top Ten Trivia Tips quiz thingie stolen from synful_trixx )
I'm not so sure #'s 5, 7, and 9 are good things. I'll have to look into those.
I literally burst into tears a few minutes ago because I couldn't find a bookmark for a fic I wanted to check out. It was right there in my faves list, but my brain just wouldn't cooperate enough for me to even attempt to search through folders. I'm seriously considering therapy for my severe mood swings. But, with my luck, I'd wind up with a nifty new jacket that fastens in the back.
Enough whining, I'm making myself leak again.
In order to give my brain something else to focus on, I'm going to turn the Top Five meme around on it's heels. I want everyone on my flist, if anyone actually reads my meandering tales of nothingness, to give me your top five favorite things about life.
Who knows, maybe it'll inspire me to give a damn about my own.
( Top Ten Trivia Tips quiz thingie stolen from synful_trixx )
I'm not so sure #'s 5, 7, and 9 are good things. I'll have to look into those.