Okay, I finally broke down....

I paid for my LJ account.

But here's the question..... Other than being able to have more icons, where's the difference?

I went in and tried to 'create a style' but it's not showing up. *hits computer* I'm so not good at this.

And, I really really really want the puppet moodset, but I don't know if I can put them on my website as I get free hosting cause my mommy Trixx loves me that much and I don't even know HOW to put them there anyway, so the point's rather moot. Plus, I don't even understand the instructions for getting the set, so I'm obviously just stupid.

Maybe I'm just too damn tired or maybe I need someone to walk me through the process step by step, or maybe I'm just too damn needy and should shut up.

Also, I'm extremely nervous right now, cause I joined soft_princess's Xander/Giles ficathon and am now letting the anxiety of whether I can actually do it or not eat at my soul like a cancerous cancer type thing.

And to close--I'm making the vow to try and be more involved with the LJ thing than I have been. I've been the worst type of person to have on a friends list since I started this thing---I do thousands of quizzes, update VERY sporadically, and almost never know what to say and so almost never comment.

But that's going to change, I'M going to change. NO, not that change--can't afford surgery yet--I'm going to do some stuff on this thing---as soon as I learn how.

Goodday to you.