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There's not really much going on for me lately, hence the lack of posts. Feel free to skip, as I'm sure most of this doesn't make much sense.

As reported in an earlier post, I went to my doctor and got new meds. One for weight loss, the other for my depression. The one for weight loss has perked up my energy a bit, enough for it to be noticeable, anyway. I'm not sure if the depression med is working yet or not, but have been told that it's much too early to give up hope on it.

( ramblings about me, feel free to skip )

Today, I'm off. I actually got to sleep in. This is a good thing.

There are so many things I want to do. Thanks to ladycat777, I want to go to the beach now. I haven't been in something like three years, which is ridiculous, really, considering that it's only 15 miles from my house.

But I really need to clean my house. Which I so don't want to do. I've spent the past couple of weeks, when not working or going to the movies with byakuganchick and Steph, curled up in a ball on my bed, alternating between fits of crying and sleeping and reading. And my bedroom is really starting to show the neglect. Much worse than usual.

I really don't know if there was a point to this post today. I think I just needed to talk and I don't have anyone to talk to, so I just babble on this thing.

I still haven't worked out whether I'll be able to go back to school or not. I can't apply for financial aide until I've been accepted at the university, which I can't do until I can afford the application and admissions fees, which I can't do until I get caught up on my car payment.

*pant pant*

And not the good kind, either.

In the last 3 and a half hours, I have cleaned um...most of my place. The rest will just have to wait until this weekend, I'm much too worn out right now to finish.

Is anyone else not receiving messages from LJ, or is it just me? I went to the notification area earlier and turned on birthday announcements, so it's possible that I screwed something up, I'll check that too.

Now, I'm off to get a shower and see if I can find some dinner. *crosses fingers that a pizza magically appeared in my oven and I won't have to cook*

ta

Question for AJ

There are spoilers under the cut for One Tree Hill seasons 2 and 3.

( AJ, you gotta tell me this )